Jana's Life Drabbles

I heard on the news last night about something that was very interesting. It seemed that our zodiac signs have changed. From an Astrologist said that the earth’s tilt isn’t in the same place as it was 3000 years ago when the zodiacs were made. So as of now… I am not a Cancer I am a Gemini! I always wanted to be a Gemini! I was teased about how that I was a Cancer that i would get cancer! The people that said that was very immature. I will not have cancer.. >_> well i hope not. But it does not mean anything by my zodiac sign. 

I had a thought today as my mother and I were watching the news. The event of Tuscon, Arizona was playing. The news was showing the smiling picture of the criminal that was subdued and taken into custody. He looked like he was proud and happy that he accomplished something like that. The victims suffer, a young child killed who had a bright future.

This could’ve happened anywhere. And that was my thoughts. What if it did happen in my hometown. It’s not as small as people think. Yeah its not an Atlanta or a Chicago, or a New York City, but its just big enough that not everyone knows each other but small enough to know the majority of the people. 

As i continued to listen to the news i also hear reports of what people are blaming for this action. People are saying angry rhetoric, others are claiming guns, but I don’t think either are correct.

Words are words, they offend and they comfort. They bring news of joy and news of sadness. They also bring forth emotions that can only be expressed with words. I don’t understand why people take such offense over words when they are just that words. Words do not cause actions, people cause actions.

As for the guns well, guns can’t pick themselves up. They don’t set themselves off. They only react when the trigger is pulled by a person. The people behind the guns that do harm wish to do so, not the inanimate gun. 

I believe that people, in general, are to blame. The very people who do not control their urges, or their anger, or their lust for blood and death. I don’t think people such as them should own a weapon. That’s just an opinion.

Tuesday i was walking into the house when i heard voices. I mean no one was home or anything like that . I was very creeped out. I don’t know what to think. Well i  know what to think… I know i think my house is haunted… But what do you think? Is it just my imagination or is it haunted?

Today I was helping my mother clean the church. I was vacuuming the carpeted areas. Well when i was on the top floor i suddenly started thinking. The thoughts were plagued with sadness and heartache. I couldn’t figure out why i started to think that. I thought of the ending of a friendship and why they did what they did. It didn’t make sense when the person believed you to be their sister. I just don’t know what is going on with my head. I think i’ve finally have gone insane. Maybe i should see a psychiatrist. I just don’t know why i keep replaying it in my head. I thought i had moved on.

SO i have been wondering about how to vlog. you know the Video blog. I think that is something i could do. I’ve been watching a friend of a friend do it. It seems easy enough that is if you’re not camera shy.. which i’m not. So what do i do? Do I use a camcorder, my laptop, or something else?

Anyone have any suggestions?

I just finished an incredibly intense workout that has my core hurting, as well as everything else. It’s pretty interesting. Its hard don’t get me wrong but I can’t wait for the end result. :D